I Hate the guy I Work for

I absolutely hate him... and I've only been working for him two days!!!! I would NEVER work for someone like this if I wasn't completely in need of some kind of steady income. Even though I am in need of steady income, I don't know how long I can last working for him. I am also went on an interview today at a Church. It's like I'm in the middle of Heaven and Hell.

There must also be something for me to learn here. That's the most important thing. On every level, what I need to learn needs to be found out. I don't want to keep repeating some kind of self destructive, "scarcity" thinking mentality that I think I keep doing. I cannot believe I have this job with a man who I don't think is quite human. I have NEVER met anyone sooooo rude and stupid and mean all rolled up into one MAYBE human being. I'm definitely going to get some therapy about this...

The pastor of the Church where I went for an interview is the complete opposite of the guy I'm working for now. This is what's so interesting about this. I don't really believe in "coincidences" too much anymore. This can't be one either. I think this all has something to do with my father. This combination of being really, really mean and really really nice. I think there's something in that.

I'm going to have to ponder this some more and DEFINITELY get some counselling.